Who am I?

"Sometime in your life you will go on a journey. It will be the longest journey you have ever taken. It is the journey to find yourself."

— Katherine Sharp

After I read that quote, I can't help myself thinking, "What's my purpose in life?" Pertanyaan yang berat ya. Pertanyaan yang mungkin kalo gue pikirin ampe kapan pun belon tentu ketemu jawabannya.

Gak semua orang bisa nemuin jawabannya karna bisa aja jawabannya ada di bawah alam sadar kita, jadinya kita gak "ngeh." Padahal kalo gue tau pasti what's my purpose, gue bakalan ngegunain waktu gue sebisa mungkin to fulfill that purpose. Gak kayak sekarang, gue sendiri gak tau gue mau apa, selaen kelarin yang namanya kuliah. After that? No idea. Mau kerja apa or di mana? Mau gak mau juga jadi udah mikirin soal marriage, and everything looks like a blur for now.

I know that there's a saying, "Take one day at a time." But honestly, in the real world, it's almost impossible to do that. I could never do that, apalagi gue tipe orang yang apa2 dipikirin, suka bikin2 plan gak jelas, either to make myself happy or just simply because I have nothing to do.

I'm in the middle of...what's the right word...a-crisis-of-a-20-something-young-woman.