The Past

I'm in my mellow mood today.

Somehow I started to think about my past.

1. About my best friends who suddenly disappeared after I left Sydney. There are two people that I missed the most, Bobby and Endang. They're like the best of the best. Their son has the same birth date as me. I remembered when I received a phone call from Bobby telling me that Endang's in labor. Gak bisa lupa deh 'ma suaranya Bobby, waktu itu dia panik banget. Gue langsung lari keluar dorm, buru2 ke pier to catch the last ferry to the city. What an unforgettable experience. When I arrived at the hospital, I saw Bobby sitting outside smoking. I joined him, and none of us saying a word. Later on, Franky came, joined us, and since he's the most cerewet one, the conversation started. We finally made Bobby smile and laugh. Udah kayak apa ya anak mereka? He should be 5 right now. Lagi lucu2nya! *sigh* I miss them a lot! I can't even find them on Friendster!!! =(

2. About my so-called-little-sister Jackie. She's like the most emotional girl I've ever met. Dia gampang sedih, ngambek, marah, cemberut, tapi susah dibikin ketawa kalo lagi kumat ngambeknya. Bisa dibilang dia temen yang "sulit," but then again she's one of the people who helped me survive over there. Anaknya seru, and we still keep in touch. Gue jadi ngerasa kayak punya adek cewek yang manja, yang minta dimanjain mulu 'ma gue. It feels good.

3. About someone named Ci Evi. I used to date her brother, and I looked up to her just like she's my big sister. Gara2 dia, gue jadi suka Jazz, Simply Red, and Sade. She's cool. Her stories are always interesting, I could stay up all night listening to her. She always speaks up her mind. She's into art and design, and I love all of her work. She took me to museums sometimes, and that's how I learnt to appreciate art. Miss her much. She's probably married right now, I hope she's doing fine.

4. About the people who changed my life. I learnt the most from those who hurt me. I'm much stronger than I used to because of them. I'm a better person because I don't wanna be like them. Today, I live my life to the fullest.

5. About the people who I've hurt. I'm sorry, but I know that sorry is not enough. I wish I could take back everything I've done, but I couldn't.